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Honest to God

by Jordan Putt

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clementine Someone else already said this, but this album really does feel like a personal, intimate letter to God. It's humble, and truly honest, and it reminds me that peace can be found in Jesus, no matter where we stand in our difficulties. Thank you <3 Looking forward to listening through your other tracks! Favorite track: Praise Interlude.
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William Merrill This is less of an album and more of a letter written to a best friend. Honest to God explores the nuance and difficulty of living in an unforgiving world, while pleading for a forgiving God to quell the fear and doubt that pervades us. The messages of pursuing God through pain and apathy run deeper than you would expect from it's 24 minute runtime.

Honest to God is a beautiful debut effort from Jordan Putt. The music is affecting, his lyrics are inspiring, and I can't wait to hear more. Favorite track: Praise Interlude.
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1.
Opening 00:50
When you’re driving at night on those dark mountain roads they wind like the serpent that haunts you when you feel it the least, that’s when you need it the most: I’m still here
2.
Hard 04:36
Sometimes it's hard To find a new metaphor To say the same old cliche ‘Cause whatever I'm saying Has been said before And it's hard. I could call it a battle I could call it a march I could call it a road long and cold There's a light in the distance And He's waiting there for me But it's still hard. Jesus, He told us That it wouldn't be easy And boy, don't I know that it's true. ‘Cause easy was raising a man from the dead But being humble seems harder to do And it's hard To get out of this mess And it's hard To drop my pride and confess Though I know all the lingo and all the cliches It means nothing if he's not in control. Jesus came down to save me But what does that mean? Does my life really show that I know? If it don't change my behavior Then it don't change a thing And it's hard. ‘Cause when I open my eyes And see my own helplessness It makes all the difference, you see ‘Cause the lingo is lost in the light of his grace The cliches have new meaning to me. And it's hard To get out of this mess And it's hard To drop my pride and confess Though I know all the lingo and all the cliches It means nothing if he's not in control. There's a light in the distance And He's waiting there for me there's a light in the distance And He's waiting there for me But it's still hard...
3.
In the morning when I rise Get out of bed and rub my eyes And wonder how I'm gonna make it through the day Because the weeks go by like seconds but the days go by like months, before I get a chance to breathe, a new one has begun. Chorus: Won't you soothe my troubled mind So I can get some rest? ‘Cause I've given up pretending I'm the one who knows best And you said, "come to me with your burdens, if you're weary I will love you" And it's been weighing on my mind, it's been weighing on my mind. Dark midnight was my cry I feel empty, don't know why. Won't you save me from the things I think I need? ‘Cause I'm just trying to make it through With my sanity intact Cause I've got front row tickets but it feels like I'm sitting in the back Chorus Just about the break of day I've got nothing more to say ‘Cause the lies I tell myself are wearing thin Because I'm nothing if not selfish And I show no restraint When I know I'm chief of sinners but still I call myself a saint Chorus Oh, and when I come to die, Don't be sorry, please don't cry Because I've killed myself a thousand times before To be reborn a better man I will die by my own hand And I will crucify my mind to be at peace Chorus Give me Jesus, Give me Jesus You can have all this world But give me Jesus
4.
Give Him praise for He’s the one When I am broken and undone And have more questions than answers When I’m ready to give up I have the faith to know I’m loved Though the night is long and cold Though the path is seldom sure He gives me strength, I can endure His eyes see further down the road No I don’t deserve this love Or all these blessings from above From Him whose heart is overflowing
5.
Broken 04:56
When I’m down And all alone When I’m a million Miles from home When I’m sick In failing health But I’m too proud To call for help Lord, you’re with me when I doubt you When I cannot see your hand Lord, you put me back together when I’m broken Won’t you lead me to your goodness Let me see all of your grace Won’t you put me back together ‘Cause I’m broken Lord, I’m down I Feel so alone I’m so far from where I left you From my home I’m so sick I’ve lost my health I’ve lost my pride I need your help And I believe That you can hear That your love never left me That you’re near
6.
For Me 04:08
My heart is obstinate and doesn't want to budge My heart is selfish and it doesn't want to love And I know that Jesus came and He took our sin and shame Then turned around and told us "do the same" And I know I need to love, and that comes only from above But my ego just keeps getting in the way If He can heal the broken-hearted and can cure every disease Then He can help me to be humble, and love my enemies Cause He's the lover of the loveless ones and caused the blind to see If He can do that for some fishermen, I know He can for me. I've tried to make myself into something good I've tried so hard but I just can't do the things I know I should If there's one thing that I know, it's that I can't do this on my own Because I've tried and failed to break this heart of stone And Jesus took my sin, so if I'd only come to Him He'll cleanse my heart and put peace inside my soul Change my heart Give me peace Give me love for my enemies ‘Cause my heart is stubborn and hard And I'm tired cause I've run so far
7.
Benediction 01:10

about

This album started developing years ago, though I didn't realize it at a time. It's a meditation on God, humanity, imperfection, and faith; and it's the culmination of almost four years of sporadic writing. It is wiith excitement and a few unfounded fears that I bring it to the world.

These songs were my way of talking to God. They helped me through times when I felt far away, drowning in self.

I hope they can do for you what they did for me.

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released April 22, 2018

Jordan Putt - vocals, guitar, bass guitar, piano (track 7)
David Siahaan - keyboards, background vocals
David Cammack - violin (tracks 2, 3, 4)
Carter Ware - cello (track 3)

All songs written by Jordan Putt
Produced and engineered by David Siahaan and Jordan Putt
Mastered by Will Long at NOBELO Labs
Cover art by David Siahaan

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